Senin, 29 Oktober 2012

Another day..., another story....

It's been a long time since i wrote in this blog. So much to say..., so much to write......

I have realize that life is never easy.., each step we take, each decision we made, it will take us to a new journey. I never know whether it is a right step or decision that i made, which made me today..., sometimes i regret it, but sometimes i feel like it's a fate that i have to live in.

It's true when people say that life is a roller coaster, well i just have to ride it. Right now maybe i feel scare.., unsecure, but can't wait to see how this might end. Just like the feeling when i ride a roller coaster, i would feel relieve and joyful at the end.

Everything gonna be alright. Maybe GOD have some plans for me, i just have to be patient. 

Rabu, 16 Maret 2011

my dissapointment

jadi orang memang ga boleh terlalu baik..
take my lesson...
gw udah kerja hampir sepuluh tahun, dan selama ini hubungan dengan org2 bawahan gw selalu baik..
tapi 2 tahun belakangan ini gw kerja dengan org2 yang bener2 hanya memikirkan diri sendiri...
sebagai atasan, gw selalu provide bawahan dengan berbagai informasi dan selalu ada buat mereka kl mereka mau tanya apapun mulai dari masalah kerjaan sampai masalah pribadi, awalnya semua berjalan dengan lancar, sampe satu saat gw kena masalah dan ternyata ga ada satupun dari anak buah gw yang mau ngeback-up gw, padahal selama ini kl mereka kena masalah di kantor selalu ada gw yang ngeback-up and tell nice thing about them so they won't got any trouble, dan sekarang saat gw butuh mereka buat support gw ternyata mereka malah cari selamat sendiri semuanya dengan ngejeblosin gw sendirian... WHAT A FOOL I'M....
Gw marah, kesal, sedih and pastinya ge kecewa bgt sama mereka semua, mereka tahu gw punya harga diri yang tinggi, dan pride is all i have.., so if i'm taking a shortcut to save my pride, i won't regret of anything.... Tapi sebelum gw ambil shortcut gw musti bikin jelas ke mereka bahwa ini semua gw ambil gara2 mereka, so they wont forget for what they have done to me.., pushing me to the end...

Selasa, 01 Maret 2011

my life

"Life is like a box of chocolate, you never know what you're gonna get.. ", that's a famous line from forrest gump movie. 
Did you ever feel your life was like that?